"My Eric"
Within the moments of my heartache
I realize that you have left me all alone
So silently I die inside over him
For his feelings of love are hard to be shown
I can see his eyes during his last goodbye
They were filled with love and life
He left his daughter, friends, and me
For on July 7th, I was to become his wife
And it's so hard to find a smile
When all my time is spent filled with tears
He was my whole life, heart, and soul
And all he got to see was twenty-two years
We spent everyday together for a year
In smiles, love, and the worship of each other
But he had to prove he could conquer that hill
To his friend, co-worker, and even his brother
Although he proved to me that he was the greatest man
And not for a moment did I ever doubt it
And I shall wait to be with him again eternally
But for now I'll live with the heartache and loss of my true love, Eric.
"Within The Absence Of Love"
There's a star shining bright from the Heaven's tonight
And I silently gaze upon it, wondering if it's you.
There's a man in a band with your soul-revealing eyes
And I find myself staring at him, wondering if it's you.
There's a picture of you on the shelf that keeps falling
And I ponder in amazement, wondering if it's you.
There's a tear that I cry that softly gets brushed away from my skin
And I wait anxiously, wondering if it's you.
There's a voice in my head whispering sweet love songs
And I painfully listen, wondering if it's you.
There's an absence inside of my heart that is killing me
And I cry many tears, knowing that it's you. |
